How did i get here?
Throughout my experience in this body I haven’t fit into any one else’s boxes. I challenge authority, feel compelled to do things my own way, hear ‘no’ as a suggestion and always have to find out for myself the ways in which things don't work out.
Hi. I’m Laura and I’m so happy to cross fractal lines with you.
There are many expected norms and societal conditions one is ‘supposed’ to adhere to these day, but I simply haven’t resonated with any of them. Have you?
The idea that each of us ‘should’ align with the same kind of education, the same kinds of goals and the same kind of framework for our lives just doesn’t land in my body.
That there could be an ideal way to look and act and that anything outside of that makes a person less than, ‘weird’ or ‘different’ doesn’t smell right. I am an extreme lover of Humanity and this simply feels like a massive disservice to its potential.
8 billion people in the world, I can think of around 7 acceptable boxes given to us by society for us to choose from.
This feels like trying to fit the spectrum of color into the supposed 7 colors of the rainbow. I invite you to look at a rainbow the next time one crosses your fractal. How many colors do you see? Is it not infinite?
Because trying to label the infinite number of shades of green that are visible on the tree outside of my window as I write this feels like absolute blasphemy.
Just as there are infinite colors of the rainbow, infinite numbers of tones and sounds and infinite numbers of frequencies; there is also an infinite number of differentiated and unique ways that human beings can express on this plane.
The path I’m walking in this life is about serving as a guide while you walk your fractal line to allow for your unique expression and life force to radiate through your very being.
in 2020 two radical events forever changed my existence on this Earth. In the early spring of 2020, just after COVID took full force, Human Design invited me.
I received information in a logical, practical, demonstrable way that resonated with what I’ve felt all along; that we have 8 billion people on this planet and each of them is designed to be radically unique and differentiated.
8 billion fractals split off from the same source each here to experience itself in a totally unique way while gaining awareness and perspective unmatched by any other.
This was one of those moments where everything made sense. I was filled with immeasurable hope for the potential of humanity.
And then the second event…In the fall of 2020, Ayahuasca invited me. In one of our first encounters, the spirit of this plant told me that I had to let go of all of the stories I was telling myself. All of the games, the masks, the conditioning, it was time open the process of allowing it all to transform.
Accompanied by one system that could map out the ways in which I needed to shatter to emerge as my True Self and a plant ally that could come into my body and facilitate the shattering, let’s just say it’s been a wild 4+ years.
In May of 2021 I sold almost all of my belongings, released my apartment, sold my car, packed a suitcase and followed a series of unexpected invitations to Central and South America.
I went deep into my investigation of Human Design both in the educational path of Professional Analyst Training through the International Human Design School and equally so in my experiential investigation and experimentation living my design.
This was the first time in my life where I dedicated everything to my own process. The messages that it was time to receive a break from trying to be in service to others while compromising myself were clear.
I accepted the invitation to find home within my own body so that when the time came to serve as a guide once again, it would be from a grounded & centered place of strength, compassion, integrity and openness.
As I travelled around the southwestern hemisphere, bit by bit the stories, the conditioning, the not-self ideas of what life should look like started to come to the surface and alchemize.
Once I began to feel home within my own body; once I stopped looking for these elusive concepts of love and acceptance outside of myself and allowed them first to emerge from within; I felt a deep sense of belonging, acceptance, love and perfection in a way I could never have imagined or dreamt of.
This path, this coming home, this re-membering of my Self has now led me to the Sacred Valley in Peru where feelings of success have found me through living a beautiful, simple life that is connected to community and a way of living that feels in alignment for me. I trust this path fully and completely and I feel so hopeful about both what is here and what is possible.
I want to make one thing clear…Human Design is not a rule system, there is nothing you have to do. It is all an experiment. Strategy and Authority is an opportunity, not a punishment.
This is an opportunity to come back to your unique nature, it is about re-membering. Re-membering what it is to be the human that you are and that you came here to be.
This is about giving yourself radical permission to enter the process towards being, accepting and loving your fullest, most authentic, most resonant self while allowing the beautiful mystery of life to unfold before your very eyes.
Because my love you are the only person that has ever and will ever have the perfected design that you have brought into this world.
If you’re here, your path is inviting you to express completely, fully, unapologetically as yourself. Are you ready?